I made about 10,000 hands of HU 20nl/50nl and eventually quit because of the high pressure im put under while playing.Today decided to play some HU again and in 81 hands i went on 5 buy in swing then instantly alt+F4ed the poker coz i would've tilted so hard.
The question i got is how do u HU players endure all that pressure ... I used to monkey tilt every time i d lose 2buy ins on 6max but now idc if i go on 10buy in downswing as long as i know im playing good.However HU variance is like 1000 times bigger and games r faster so i need tips of how to retain a calm mental state
failed 50nl shot #2
still not putting enough effort in poker as i have only 30hrs played so far this month
failed at keeping my temper after 3-4 setups/coolers/suck outs as after them i monkey tilt
oh well regrind 20nl
iTunes and my iPod are fucking pissing me off .... Ever since i reinstalled my windows
my itunes "finds" the ipod and all - i mean u can eject it but here s the problem :
when i go to the music library to add some mp3s when i right click - > add to playlist the mp3 it doesnt show my iPod W T F tried reinstalling the dumb program but nothing has changed ....
actually they are 2 songs
anyone got em?
1st one is Sebastien Leger - Bambou mushed up with another one but dunno what
2nd one is Starkillers - Discoteka but dunno what mix ...
So i have the following problem :
When i 6table about 100-120mins no matter my results i get extremely bored and i dont feel like playing anymore so naturally i take a small break.The thing is that after my "break" i still dont feel playing poker at all and i d be pretty unfocused if i played, but still i've set up a goal to play at least 3-4hrs poker @ day.What should i do ? Pursue goal even tho i wouldnt be playing on 100% or just play as long as i feel like playing?
So my lifestyle is soooo fucked up its insane.I do whatever i want whenever which actually might sound good for people but it aint good for me since i've become this lazyass bastard.Im out of shape,waste my time with total bullshit and that all is pretty unhealthy and actually puts me under alota stress
Im gonna try to live a month under this routine :
Monday-Friday
6:00 wake up/shave etc.
6:30 go to school
13:30 get out of school
14:30/16:00 back home/chill out a bit/work out a bit
16:00 open up 6 tables
20:00 end of session
20:00+ woteva
Saturday,Sunday
sleep/drink/hoes/wever basically chill out
Is it possible to be playing fine and All in Ev to be down but profit up ? I mean i get coolered soo many times and there a lot of spots where i win 40%-60% s but overally when i get sucked out with runner runner flushes like 3 time in a row i start playing bad for like 20mins till i calm down .... Yesterday lost a 400bb pot vs A9s with AKo the guy callled big 3bet preflop and then runner runner flushed me .....
edit: Also there was a time i shoved AA Preflop vs KK and HEM showed it as like -17$ EV Diff wtf is this i think HEM isnt showing EV right
Started the new year with a 50nl shot... running in annoying amount of coolers and 2-6 outers and 80%-20% for me feels like 10%-90% for the villain.Im still playing TAG want to win some buy ins and establish some self-confidence so i can start exploiting most of the regulars on 100% and 3bet em light and basically do some moves i havent tried before.Im not sure if 50nl is the best limit to start learning this but its either 50nl or 100nl.Here s the graph :
With this I end the year its the only month of the year where i finish above or even in all-in EV and the one with the least hands altho i was literally @ home the whole month and literally have gone out only once ( to go to the hospital ... fml ).With this im done with 20nl for now and will take 50nl shots after i get my rakeback in next 1-32hrs(PLS let it be today ).Im pretty pumped up to start playing 100$ pots.There were 2 or 3 times during the year where i was SO close to 50nl shots and then BANG 20buy ins down GG rebuild.For some reasons when i crush a limit i start playing like a moron so i give it all back .... but i think i've fixed that so lets hope i wont repeat it
Goals :
I wanna become a 200nl solid winner till the end of the year
Put like 35-40k hands @ month
Stop being such a time waste machine
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