This month has been pretty wicked awesome so far, I play poker like 5 hours a day 2-8 tabling. Rakeback is awesome. I'm so stoked to be getting nearly 1k for doing absolutely nothing at the end of the month. I wish proleague would start again, i miss being able to watch starcraft every night of the week and 2 tabling while doing so.
I'm going golfing today and I'm prob gonna life tilt because i suck at golf. I have the baseball swing syndrome and am absolutely terrible at golf. Girls suck, I woke up cuddling with a semi pretty looking girl who ugh i wouldnt fuck sober but i didnt remember anything but she was snoring LOL. I should really quit getting blackout drunk.
SCOOP is coming up and I THINK i'm going to play every single low event maybe not the $109 horse though. Prob will play a few mid events and I might ask for some backing in future blogs regarding them. I hope I take down something cool like the 5card draw scoop event.
I'm torn about continuing to play on cake. I can finally cash out now and it's a relatively speedy process which surprised me quite a bit. The problem is is that 9/10 players is a reg and even though I don't really think any of them play well there are just so much softer tables when I look @ nl100 on stars/ftp. Rakeback is way too awesome to pass up though esp considering im bronze star on stars. So, maybe UB or FTP next I dunno yet but im at least staying on cake long enough to get my rakeback check and then prob will move to another site get comfortable with it and move up to nl200.
So tomorrow I start working out! As of 30 minutes ago I am no longer drinking/eating/consuming sugar and or eating any junk food.
Not sure what type of workouts I'm gonna do just yet but prob just gonna bulk up and eat lotsa clean protein and try to stay away from fatty protein intake cause i dont need to put any more weight on T_T.
I used to be very muscular/strong/in shape when I was in highschool and lifted every day/played baseball/basketball. I weigh about the same now as I did then (I weigh 182lbs and i weighed 180 when i graduated but i'm a far cry from the build i had back then.)
The hardest part of all of this is i dunno how i'm gonna handle not drinking. I've been drinking 5-6 days a week on avg i guess i'll try to cut that in half so 2-3 days a week only.
I'm gonna update every sunday after hsp i think with pics/stories/whatever and for now here are some nasty pics of how gross i look right now.
I'm not real sure what my goals are with this but I wanna lose this feeling of being fat that has recently set in and be proud to take my shirt off this summer when im at the lake or wherever.
I'm so fucking sick of cake support I'm gonna have to get a fake ID or something to cash out because the address on my ID is my physical address and i receive mail at my PO Box so i dunno wtf how to convince them of this and they just keep sending me cookie cutter replies that always end in "yours faithfully, Sam" I'm sick of sam.
It's unreal how difficult it is to take money off of a site but how easy it is to put it on, assholes.
If its a good site like ftp/stars i'll trade someone @ 10% to you so like 3k for 2.7k
I tried playing on cake all day today and the software is so unresponsive it takes me forever to get anything accomplished, i tried uninstalling, reinstalling, everything.
i'm really concerned with all of this, prob gonna change my password with copy/paste or something.
I can't find anything about anyone having problems like me on the internet, I really don't like this. Nothing is unresponsive/laggy besides cake.
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