1.2k stars for ftp
CrownRoyal, Oct 17 2009
nm got it
1k stars for ftp
CrownRoyal, Oct 16 2009
anyone?
might as well
CrownRoyal, Oct 12 2009
I'm tired of turning fpps into cash and then losing on the bubble in the 3r after having a huge stack or whatever, sigh.
anyone want to stake my retarded ass? I'll post some graphs i could find from my old monthly result posts or alternatively you can look @ my ptr where i am a donk over an insignificant amount of hands on stars. Or you can look at my sharkscope where i raped sngs over a huge sample as my first real success in poker.
I dont really wanna play anything below nl25. I'll play mtts like from the $3-20 range or $12 180 mans or wtfever, i don't really care im just tired of making like 1 cent an hour and then losing my 100 cents after what seems like an equivalency of 100 hours of work.
ps - i don't care what you think fayth, or loco, ive beat every limit ive ever played, i don't feel like doing it again, i want to cheat a little, ok?
SO if someone wants to make some money on a risk or whatever, I'm not going to fuck you over, i'm not going to mislead you, i just want a jumpstart and i don't have any money that i can spare to deposit onto a poker site at this moment. I doubt anyone wants to stake me for nl50 or nl100 but that would be optimal, regardless, pm me if you're interested.
+ Show Spoiler +
in a tough spot
CrownRoyal, Oct 04 2009
So... I'm not working on the road anymore. It's too hard on me mentally to have to be alone for 3 months at a time, never having anyone or anything... whatever, I have been home for a month or so, hoping to pick up where i left off being a microstakes balla (lol yeah right). I can't win at poker though, i had a 4k bankroll when i came home + money in the bank and i'm busto now. Granted that a lot of that was lost playing like $500 wcoop events and shit (I really blame wcoop for being busto) and once i got under 2k i just started gambling excessively playing games I couldn't afford to be in like nl100 hu and stuff trying to use variance as my double-edged sword and reclaim some sort of realistic bankroll for sustaining life. My bank account is dwindling to say the least and I have applied for all kinds of IT jobs but no one has contacted me at all.
I'm really started to get concerned with my well being, I don't know how long I can coast but I hope I can find some hole to give me some wiggle room and find the light at the end of the tunnel and direct myself towards it.
I'm going back to school in the winter as a more humble individual and I think i'm ok with being normal. I haven't really decided what I want to go for 100% yet but I think I either want to be a teacher or a network administrator or something.
Guess I'm gonna go play some aion... maybe try to turn some fpps into cash or something, prob taking a break from poker for a while strictly because of my financial status although poker is such an integral part of my daily habits I have no idea how the fuck I am going to be able to maintain myself without having my day mostly based on grinding.
ufc ultimate figher 10
CrownRoyal, Sep 28 2009
is there a good place to watch this online? torrents are fine too but i can't find anything? wtf am i incompetent?
180
CrownRoyal, Sep 18 2009
So i watched one of my old nl200 videos and WOW I was a freaking nutjob sicko back then. I knew all of the regs on cake so well, I was like valuebetting 3rd pair, 4betting a 3b with air, just all over the place sicko amazing imo.
I had such confidence back then. I remembered what it was like after finishing it; I seriously thought there was no one with an edge on me in any game i ever played in bar a few of the highstake regs that set in games when there weren't higher tables to play on. I tried my best after finishing to bring myself to that mindset where everything was clear and a possibility. I decided to play on cake again and ran like jesus dude.
I think im gonna play 10k hands today, get my haircut and then fucking celebrate and get trashed.
+16 buyins so far today, that's almost my record 
clearly doing something wrong
CrownRoyal, Sep 17 2009
I'm going to cry here, if you want to bitch about me crying get out.
I haven't had a winning session in over 2 weeks. Even fish win sometimes, what the fuck? I put in the longest session, try my absolute hardest and can look at my opponents play and see leaks in nearly all of them. I am not playing too many tables, I'm not doing nothing wrong in my opinion and I can't even beat nl50. It's so incomprehendably demoralizing and upsetting to me that I cannot win. I dunno what is going on, I know what winning play is and I still believe somewhere down there in my heart that I am on that echelon of play but really this is just getting out of hand.
lucky me
CrownRoyal, Sep 12 2009
look at how well i ran today
$530 2day
CrownRoyal, Sep 05 2009
anyone want half of my action? I think i'd like to play it but i dont want to throw $500 on a mtt right now.
265 for half, let me know, can sell smaller increments as well.
edit - sold to lostaccount.
also, fucking ship it i just won a $30 double shootout for the seat anyway
ty jlost
ptr
CrownRoyal, Aug 28 2009
I am so depressed after looking at pokertableratings. Everyone seems to be losing/losers/not winning significantly. It's awful to see the truth I want all the people I like to be up 100k or something.
My PTR is kinda funny, my career peak is $777 and my best day is $1337 lolol.
anddddddd im up 2k in the past 2 days in about 4k hands playing nl100 hu 2tabling ship! My mind is so consumed with poker at the moment it's all im thinking about, I haven't felt this way since i started playing. I can literally play so long and be so enthralled by the experience it's sickening. A break from poker was awesome, I <3 the idea that I have probably 6 months before I would ever have to even touch a penny in my br to sustain and maintain life.
Anyways, I should probably go to bed. I have to work in 6 hours and then I have the weekend off to be alone and get massive txts and calls from all of my friends telling me how great of a time they are having while I'm alone in my room laying on my laptop... I guess the money is good though.
edit - !!! if you live in colorado springs I will pay sick vig for alcohol.
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